43164) I eat normally and I don’t induce vomit; but I care so much about my weight. I’m so fucking ashamed of my body. Every time I eat I feel guilty; sometimes I think it would be best if I didn’t eat at all. I want to be skinny so badly. And I’m scared to be weak and give myself up to the disease.
have you ever sat in class and listened to the conversations around you and realize that you are the smartest person in the room